I'm trying so hard
to be good.
I really am.
It's not easy...
Truly.Regardless of what is perceived as
correct.Right.Wrong.Black.White.I've always lived
in the greige.
The fringe.
The middle.
Never quite what is expected.
Never quite what I am meant to be.
Never quite following the right rules.
But I'm just not cut out
for hard rights
and sinful wrongs.
I can't help
thaβ¦

